Thursday, May 6, 2010

... pass in time

「時が経てば〜はなくなる、消える」。

The Guardianの記事、'I'm bisexual and jealous of my straight friend's sexual partners'からです。

いわゆる、実存する個人の悩み相談コーナーなのですが、今日は相談者であるbisexualの男性が、彼の男友達に対する複雑な気持ちを打ち明けています。ちょっと長目ですが引用しますね。

'I'm a 38-year-old bisexual man and after a six-year battle with depression I quit my job and went back to college. I've made some new friends and started the process of coming out of the closet.

I know I'm emotionally immature. I have recently begun to experience intense feelings of possessiveness towards my close male friend at college. I'm insanely jealous of his sexual partners, but oddly, not because I want to be with him sexually. He's my soul-brother. He's straight and when I recently confessed these feelings to him he gave me a hug, sat me down and talked it through.

I know he's forgiven me (nothing to forgive, he says), but I am suffering from shame, guilt and sorrow, which will pass in time, but how do I fix the green-eyed monster?'

ちなみに、green-eyed monsterは、「嫉妬心でいっぱいの怪物、モンスター(のような人)」。

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